Waves

Lost and drowning,
In an endless sea.
Around me is nothing,
But fear and insecurity.

Beating down on me,
Wave after wave.
All that waits beneath,
Is a watery grave.

Will I sink,
Or will I swim?
Or both I think,
On a miserable whim.

Lost without hope,
Of being free.
Unless you bring a rope,
And come save me.

The scars of the past,
Are weights on my feet.
Sinking too fast,
Till the bottom I meet.

Stuck on repeat,
Driving me crazy.
Admitting defeat,
Everything else hazy.

Can't get it to stop,
No matter what I do.
But it will drop,
Whenever I'm with you.